peluang dan kemaafan

sejak  akhir 2 ini terlalu banyak perkara yang berlaku dalam hidup aku....  perkara yg dahsyat dan agak sukar untuk dijelaskan dengan kata 2. alhamdulilah sekarang nie aku telah mendapat semula kesabaran n kekuatan aku yang telah hilang dibawa angin . ketika itu aku menjadi sangat lemah maybe sebab aku x dapat nak menerima hakikat sebuah penghianatan dari kwn 2 yg aku dah anggap seperti kakak . ingin aku nyatakan di sini bukan  dendam tapi perbuatan mereka umpama kita beri madu tapi dibalas dengan racun. jujur aku nyatakan di hati aku x de kemaafan yang mereka akan dapat meski berpuluh kali kata maaf meniti di bibir mereka... peluang untuk mereka ?? x mungkin akan aku berikan lagi... sekarang atau sampai bila 2... aku percaya setiap perkara yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya.... allah ingin menduga keimanan umatnya....  aku bersyukur aku masih ada insan 2 yang benar menyayangiku.... mak n abah , abang n kakak 2 aku.... kwn baek aku intan payung yang sangat comel, wada hashim , leen , atiqah , aisyah , wan afiqah , erna,  n ramai lg kwn 2 yg sentiasa support aku... thankz korang aku sayang sangat dengan korang semua......

section 3 - sem 2

every person in class in my eyes..... I am just being  honest...=)

lisa = seorang yg sweet , pendiam... agak garang juga orangnya

hana= pandai make up... boleh gi jauh ngan bakat yg ada

yati= .terlalu nervous bila wat presentation...

marleesa= gila 2 , suka cuba sesuatu yg baru, sorg kwn yg baek

thivashini= focuss in study , good friend

ainul = cantik juga orangnya tp sombong ( maaf )

caroline = confidence , good class rap 

anis = sweet , pendiam

qaiyah = agak kasar , active kat kolej

nad = sempoi, sporting

akim = serious in study, kelakar, good friend

kk= kelam kabut , cool

hasniza = cantik gak, soft

yana= sweet smile, happy go -lucky

zurina= gila korea , confidence, student dekan

fera = good in grammar, menceriakan suasana

shahmi= good guy n good friend

hibri = gila britney spears

naim= good looking,  love gadget

azmi=sweet, suka mengusik, mat jiwang( haha........)

zafri= klakar.... kdg 2 emotional

sORRY... If I am hurt anyone feeling....

my first poem at kptm

LOvE,


BeaUtIfuL, mEaNiNgFuL


RoSeS, cHoCoLaTe,TeddY bEaR, pReSeNT


SuFfeR , hAPPier


            Heart-BrokEN

CONFUSE..... JEALOUS ??

 study alone at student square...  i meet my old classmate...  we are talking to each other for a few minutes... but everything change when my friends from the other section comes to me and ask me about french note from alinda... i and my friend have the talk in the short time.... then after my friend go away.... i talk to he again but unfortunately  his mood already change.. he look angry and hate me so much... I am so sad... what that I already done to him?? why he treat me like this ?? only because I talk with other guy ?? what in his mind ?? he always like this.... be honest he hurt me so much.....

mAsJiD jAmEk...

hang out with oh na na.... , intan nabilah., kak amy .... today...... I am so happy today.... thankz to all... haha.... we were take hand printing inai at jln masjid india. it is so beautiful ... I like it so much.....  we also bought some thing at mydin.... !! be honest I am love all of them so much... even thought I am lonely, sad or have any problem they never leave me... Thankz so much... All of you is very meaningful to me.... I am interested with laptop bag.. its prices is RM45. it is so smart and beautiful....but unfortunately is I am don't have so much money for that...

maybe next time I will bought it... Insyaallah...  it a wonderful day..... hehe....!!oh.... I forgot something... today We eat burger king.. I bought whopper junior... It is very delicious ,,, I like it so much... hope next time I can go there again.... hehe...

honest....

I am hurt someone feeling today..... Is it wrong if I am just be honest and tell the truth ??  I dont want to hurt his feeling. I am so sorry.... What the most important in my life is focuss in my study. I want to prove it to all that I can do it and I can get good pointer this sem... !! I am person that full with princip... maybe its sound demandingly.... But its that make me strong to faces all the challenge untill now.....

Make- over...

how do I like ??  different ?? I am so happy with this make over... Thankz kak amy.... you are doing good job. I want to share with all of you that.... I am never make up before this. You know what I am shock and scream when I see my face at the mirror... the funny is I don't believe that is me because I look so different.  on that time I felt so confident about myself. I realise something on that time... everyone have their own special but just we dont recognise it. Start from now I will change slowly to be new person.. Just wait and see.... The reason why I do all this just let it be my secret.....

4/2 my 19 th birthday....

hye korang.... ari nie birthday kite yang ke-19... terus trg birthday kite tahun nie x meriah n muram jew.. naseb baek hotlink bg kite col free utk 1 hari.... rasa teribur jugak hati  kite dapat borak 2 ngan member...tapi ade yang buat kita hepy sebab birthday kita celebrate ngan mak n abah.... kite janji yang mak n abah yang kite akan belajar bersungguh-sungguh dan kite akan berubah menjadi insan yang lebih baek... kpd korg  semua mesti korg perasan yg penampilan kite dah berubah... tp selepas nie korg semua akan tengok lg perubahan diri kita.. kita bknnye nak berlagak tp perubahan nie wat kite yakin dan kuat ... cukuplah sekali kita dilukai kerana  kelembutan hati kita.... kepada semua yang ingat birthday kita . .. trime kaseh..... kita akan sentiasa ingat kat korang...target pointer 3.00.... insyaallah I will do the best....

especially for Section 1 (sem 1)

banyak yang kite nak kongsi dengan korg semua.... kat kelas nie kite blaja banyak benda baru... kenal ramai kawan 2 baru... section 1 is the best wat kita.... ade pengalaman yang menggembirakan dan ade pengalaman yang menyakitkan.. sekarang nie bile dah sem 2 kite rasa laen dan x best sbb dah x satu klas ngan korg semua lagi.... korang memang happening giler 2.. kite rindu ngan korg semua .... kite harap korg semua x pernah lupe kat kite.. kite mintak maaf kalo kite ade wat salah kat korg semua.... dan kite dah maafkan korg andai korg pernah menyakitkan hati kite..

the first day blogging....

hi semua.. kenal kita x?? x de pape special pon tentang diri kita.... kita nie memang giler novel especially novel romantik... collection novel kita byk giler..... tp x nak jual pon... sbb ape ?? jeng...... rahsia.... haha. xla..... actually every novel tu ade makna tersendiri.... single is better.... tetiba.. kita sekarang study di kptm kL.. kita amek kos diploma tesl ( teaching in english as a second language)... amacam best x kos kite ?? huhu.... susah giler tapi kite hepy sgt study tesl sbb kite nak jadi cikgu... eh... sowi 2.. lupe pulak... nama kita hafifah ... korg semua boleh panggil kite fifah jer.....hepy sbb dpt knl ngan korg semua.... harap kowg enjoy ngan blog kite...